SANA

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   sana

    
 -  tila malabo talaga magsulat ng kwento ang mundo
    at minsan kahit na mismo yung persona nito ay malilito
    yung tipong masyadong malalalim yung metapora
    o kaya yung mga biglaang twist na mamawalan ka na ng idea
   
    sinimulan sa totoong pagmamahalan ng bida at love affair nito
    ano kaya ang mangyayari sa kanila sa dulo?
    ngayon sana naman tapusin nya yung mga akda nya
    ano nga kayang ending nung sinusulat nya?
    ^

halina

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tuwing gabi tayo ay muling nagsasayaw

hindi napapagod sa sinkronisado nating pag galaw

swabe ang tyempo kaya di nag kakaapakan

magdamag nakalapat ang aking palad sa iyong bewang

kalkulado ang bawat pag indak at pag gewang


sinusulit ang init na hatid ng haplos ng iyong kamay sa aking batok

kasabay ng mabagal na lovesong ang puso at ang mapusok nitong tibok

kinakapos ako ng pag hinga sa tuwing ikay lumiliyad

bawat pag duyan kasabay ka,aking hirang akoy lumilipad

nakaka bighani ang mga pag ikot at magkasabay na hakbang

magkasama sa entabladong para sa iyo at sa akin lang

O aking sinta ,

lumiliwanag na.

giliw mag papaalam ka nanaman diba?

kelan kaya ulit kita makakasayaw dito ?

dito sa munti kong paraiso

di ko din alam kung pabula

*paalala: wala kang mapapala





chapter 1



may isang quadradong aquarium kung saan naninirahan
ang isang payat na butiki,

SUPERNOVA

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                 supernova

nainlab ka na rin ba sa isang manining na  bituwin?
kung may mata ang bituwin pantay din kaya sila kung tumingin?
natupad ba yung mga hiniling mo sa kalangitan?
nasukat mo na  ba ang layo ng inyong pagitan?

nahuhulog kaya talaga ang mga tala.?
o sa ganda nila ay ginawa lang sila para magpaasa.
umaabot kaya ang boses mo sa kanila?
pwede namang mamangha bakit ka pa nag-tangka?

                            *********

                                 naglalakad ako habang nakatingin sa kalangitan..
                                 pinagmamasdan ko ang mga bituwin..
                                 pero di ko sila maintindihan..

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  *disclaimer: pawang fiksyon lamang po ang mga pangalan,lugar,pangyayari
                                                                

 
chapter 1  -



si richard cruz, 16 years old . matangkad, gwapo???

medyo may pagkatamad  <*take note: medyo lang>
palabas,libro, computer at musika ang hilig.
laging patay ang character nya sa dota.
4th year siya  sa SAGOT HIGHSCHOOL <shs>.




"bok ,dali dali, tignan mo yung magandang chicks dun sa tawid o."

angel of my february

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angel of my febuary


heaven lend an angel to show me where to start
 
astonishing this flimsy heart on february month
 
noxious dark sights are lightened when shes standing there
 
dress of her that day was waving and dancing in the air
 
serene smile from her is my tranquilizer
 

overcoming all my little filthy manner
 
fond with those sparkling sweet lips
 

relaxing these eyes after carelessly watching eclipse   

encouraging words of her is fixing my dark evenings
 
voice of her is the harmony of my sweet mornings
 
euphoric borrowed moments from her authoritarian father
 
reaching those fading hands of his one and only daughter
 
elegant looking gates and short-flowerful corridor
 
narrow long walk to reach the door,when im the visitor
 
dense glance of him, instantly teach you the eye language
 
saying "NO! GO HOME SON" while bein slap by their baggage
 

dreary raindrops knows the perfect timing
 
able to hide the tears,so please keep it raining
 
unconscious of the other colors and sounds of surroundings
 
growling of thunders and my only lightings are sharp lightnings
 
heaven retrieved the girl and cut our strings
 
the angel is flying but not using her wings
 
engine is leaving with the girl i want to marry
 
reaching the dancing feather left by the angel i saw that february

thirsty

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thirsty
 
hangover from that very short time
entrapped by this strong spiders slime
repeatedly tasting those in range of my eyeball
 
thirsty though i drink all the available
always playing with these sexy bottles
serving me,even its just for fun battles
taking those other label for my soul to flight
edible to drink,in every lonely night
 
slept with another used,empty and naked liquor
tired waking up and walking out on someones door
already worn out with these child play
yet i cant remove the taste that stays
so sick of these hardcore nightmare replays

old clock

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old clock

tie us again mister'oldy
use my soul as your battery
radiant hands please dont haste
nanoseconds that time i waste


bubbly beat stop this rain
angelic hymn sing again
cycle with the time when shes still mine
kindly reverse when our love entwine

take me when theres still fire on candles
i want to rematch our loveyou more battles
miss our late night rock
enchanted in this shattered clock

forsaken

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forsaken

in authors character list
name of him picked as antagonist
so hes marked without his approval
in times that he won against his rival
different styles of rude reaction
every step he take is in the wrong direction

victory is not for his class
invented without his compass
left chest made but its empty
love song set as melancholy
always guilty in their eyes
inhaling air full of despise
never been love by his own creator
saga of him is ruined by dictator

he wants to cry but its out of script
every feelings of him is being encrypt
all of their hates falling in his skies
reader's discriminating eyes
trying to ask the one who designed his sea
?what is your purpose for making someone like me?

extreme fall

 

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extreme fall

beginning to fall for this lovely sight
relaxing on this safe flight
overflowing excitement is continually bursting
killing those fears from the last landing
every spot is wonderful in these eyes
natural beauty cant hide even in skies

peaceful and consistent weather
a perfect masterpiece of our maker
river of this site is so blue
and its two mountains are so huge
curve of its topography is mouth-watering
holy promise land of adam is now waiting
unluckily fate act not according to our chart
this lame chute is not doing its part
even i carefully checked it from the start

false hope

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.false hope.

another broken door
standing in the wrong floor
speaking with human resource
underestimating other racehorse
marvelous game but its a demo
inspecting under the crowns promo
now hearing things from snake
genuine sounds but its fake

reality?

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reality?
 
our eyes met once more
 
now your dress is on the floor
 
lying with red shoes
 
your looking good my muse
 
im your prom king
 
near my ears i hear you teasing
 
my lungs almost lost its air
 
you intentionally thumbs to your hair
 
shes touching her chest
 
looking at blessed
 
every adam wants an apple
 
everywhere for me is a chapel
 
please i will make my move now
 
! exclamation mark ends my show!

devils deal

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devils deal

drowning inside this world of illusions
advance types of confusion in every situation
violent scripts in your one-act play
your performing the killer and the prey

jailed with your mate and his name is fear
of course forever and ever really exist here
nice hole. im sure theyre happy to see you
excited for your nightmares to come true
superb grilling method specially made for you

look to our red luxurious monitor
over-stunning lady spreading on the floor
cant wait to see the face of her new lover?
kissing and rocking to each other
earlier she almost die of her cancer
remember you embrace this deal to save her?

cupid

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 cupid


fairytale of yours is coming
a love with no more ending
kid! shes the one i've shot for you
everything you've pray came true

please give it all
risk more and don't afraid to fall
over her heart is full of my invisible arrow
push like there is no more tomorrow
hold her forever 'cause she really loves you
eternity is perfect for you two
trust me she is the one destined to you

voodoo

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voodoo



wicked pretty woman with her favorite toy
injecting rusty needles to ragged looking boy
tearing it softly and enjoying her game
clapping and chanting while your soul is in flame
harsh chuckle whispering charms to your name

detailed and different styles of torture
operating wild crucifixion for her pleasure
loving the way she holds you ultra tight
leaving you alive without a light
sweet last words of her is "what a wonderful night".

heroine

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heroine

 

my very wonderful swan
 
a lady with stunning shine
 
now that we found our chemistry
 
since were carefully set by our destiny
 

can you dance with me til eternity?
 
heaven created you perfectly
 
i always pray for this opportunity
 
vow to love you tirelessly
 
a promise that all of these verse are genuine
 
let me be your hero my pretty heroine
 
requesting on my knees
 
your hand please?.
 
...

black flag

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black flag


shiver me timbers!
 
arrgh, matey! oops, i don't have members.
 
i will get some hot lass who knows my rock
 
land-ho! yosh, beautiful girl at nine o'clock
 
on my target. ho-on my way!
 
right-!left!-right!-left! right!. shit. a gay
 
searching for another target
 
jolly roger spotted, wow she's wearing scarlet,
 
oh-my-god. she's really a hot stuff.ho-on my way!
 
understanding circumstances, ho-on my prey!
 
rog..roger..roger that.. ouch. shes dating the admiral
 
no chances to overhaul
 
every marine is on their move. Chantey, Shantey, Shanty.
 
yo-ho-ho .. naahht maaah day. tooday yeaaaaah. baby.

mary jane

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mary jane

married to her smooth and lovely spirit
at least when shes with me,i can forget the culprit
roads are slowly dancing
roars turns to sweet humming
yellings inside are gently fading

jane same as jade scores
a taste of her almost level as yours
need her to cover this feelings for while
every moment with her was full of smile

hear-here

hear-here

paging girl wearing purple dress
let me totally express
every part of you ive been checked
allow me to reveal that all is perfect
saying i will wait forever 'cause i like to
everyday im here 'cause i want you
 
buy some time with you if you pass by
even i always look like a bad guy
 
my always dream is us walking in church
i finally stop all my search
no one can replace you
every day im praying deeper to have you

long distance

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long distance

this is all his mistake
he push her for his own sake
its because hes afraid to left behind
so the ff. stuffs comes to his mind

protected from danger
unvulnerable ranger
risk of hurting is lower
politician should be wiser
low damage
effect can be manage
 
keep hating her is the solution
if you fall for her thats the poison
safer to despise her
safer not to love her

infamous bridge

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infamous bridge

She is a morpharotic dream of my teen
her majesty is perfectly made to be a queen
i wish i have the nerve
this is my verse..

impossible for a balloon to reach the moon

to much style but out of tune,

king's chair already reserved for someone

in your love story hes the ideal man

level isnt good enough

looking at him makes you buff

sorry me! hes a varsity pop,

my very existence was a flop

every 3 am she gives me a call

its the stupid me.who giving an advice to make him fall

needing a pause to control my inside roar

stabbing my own as ive opened their door

i put my blood to strengthen the bridge foundation

dictator almost die in action

even the grim reaper wont give a damn about his role

...cause he's a hopeless lover with no balls on his soul

masquerade

 

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masquerade

watching them waving with their fantastic costume
i really love the smell of their perfume
listening to their wonderful promises
deceiving sweet hugs and kisses

marching for their fame
asking me to put his name
saying its for my own stash
qualifications of them changed by cash
using same method from the last
everyone of them is humiliating the mass
ramifications for the future is getting worst
animal was born to fulfill only his thirst
devil brags how full and heavy his bag
every one of them is only stain in this wonderful flag

blank and zero

  

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-blank and zero strikes-

another blank clay
dark everyday
failure
gap,hiatus in jailer

karma's laboratory 
make nothings ordinary
peace
quiet release 
serenity test
uncolored vest
waving x-ratedhero
yelling zero

proud captain

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proud captain
 
destiny. dont make me laugh

every one you gave me was a bluff

she loves me not

trying to change but the petal was not enough.

it seems like you tickled her too much

now she ran that my eyes cant catch                  

you show me the way but its full of trap  

i found a treasure chest but inside its full of crap

she always give me a false hope

a perfect way to cooperate with your joke

judas has offered me another dance
                
even its a trap i will do the romance                 

rowing this little boat in these wild sea

keeping its flag intact as you see 

do you know how its like?

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do you know how its like


to live but die from the inside?
to just act that everything is fine
playing guitar to ease some pain
looks like everything is a tragic game

though bloodshot eyes saw it coming
i still hold the dagger's blade while bloods draining
i just wanna see the sweet clouds with you
but the thunder did not let us to go through

and why our love is so fast?
i think if your a thief agility is a must
so you can enjoy before destiny reclaim
and you can accept even if your doomsday came

swinging dagger versus destiny's sword
meeting you in this rotten world
im so fool for missing someone who would never stain
that day i also think that i have been slain

my melody starts to become lame
when she sold her soul for fame
and i choose not to try
because her stars are so high

tell me how to revise the ending ?
so i will stop all the bleeding
destiny got some funny joke rhythm
cause i always end up the victim


dived in pitch black
cursed in old school pandora's box
still stuck in the middle
hope to find out the answer of the riddle..

-pinag papala ang nag mamahal ng tama-

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-pinag papala ang nag mamahal ng tama-
naaalala ko pa nung tayoy elementarya
sa una palang na ikay nakita
di ko nga maamin sayo at sa iba
namula pa noon ay crush na kita

at super sarap ngang pakinggan
twing akoy tinatatawag mo saking pangalan
yung paraan ng pag ngiti mo
nanginginig at naaakit ako

inaasar mo pa ko noon sa iba
pero di mo lang alam sinta
na sa ganda mo ay nahumaling na
ayoko nang sa iyo ay mawalay pa 

pag nandyan ka tumitigil ang mundo ko
di na yata mag babago pintig  ng puso ko
nag simulang maging hangal ang katulad ko
iniisip na balang araw ay magiging tayo

pag lipas nga ng mga taon ikaw ay natanaw
at mula noon ay mas naging malinaw
na pangarap kita makasama sa gitna
at aalagaan hangang sa tayoy tumanda

sa internet hinanap ko ang pangalan mo
tinawagan ko ang labing isang numero
ang sabi mo pa nga ay adik ako
laging sinasabi ang "ganda mo"

sabihin mo man na ako ay sira ulo
sa pag sabi agad ng ilove you sayo
kukulitin talaga kita ng todo
dahil ikaw lang ang pangarap ko

hindi ko na palalampasin ang pagkakataon
akoy mangagahas na subukan ngayon
dahil pinag papala naman ang nag mamamahal ng tama.
hihilingin ko na ikaw sa akin sana ang tinadhana.